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"And I want to play hide and seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take your bath and you massage the neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and dining out are not really bothered when you eat on my plate and find yourself at Rudy's and talk to you the day and type your mail and you bring your stuff and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you're not listening and Exciting to watch movies and watch movies and complain zero radio and take pictures of you when you sleep and get up to go get you coffee and bagels and pastries and go to Florent drink coffee at midnight and you let me steal my cigarettes and never be damned to find a match and tell you about the program I saw on TV the night before and take you to the eye clinic and do not laugh at your jokes and want you to have the morning but let you sleep and kiss and caress you back the skin and tell you I like your hair your eyes your lips your neck your breasts your ass and your
sitting on the steps smoking until your neighbor comes smoking and sitting on the steps until you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're ahead and give you sunflowers and go to your party and to dance to in turn blue and find me sorry when I'm in the wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and have you always want to hear your voice known in my ear and feel your skin against my skin and not afraid of your anger when you find a red eye and all the other good blue hair on the left and your face begins to look East and say that you are beautiful and hold you against me when you're anxious and hold you when you're hurting and you want nothing but your smell and feel hurt when I touch you and whimper when I'm by your side and moan when I am no longer Bavota and between your breasts and cover you in the night and get cold when you pull the coverage hot and when you do not do and expect when you smile and melt when you laugh and not understand why you think I reject you when I do not reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and write you poems and wonder why you do not believe me and have the idea to buy you a kitten and I would be jealous because you take care of him but me and keep you in bed when you must go away and cry like a baby when you finally do it and get rid of roaches and buy you gifts that you do not want that and I pack as usual and ask you to marry me so that you not tell as usual and I again despite all because even if you think I do not wish for good that is exactly what I want from my very first application and roam the city by finding that it is empty without you and want what you want and I say I lose myself but knowing that with you I am safe and I tell you what the worst and give you what I find better because you do not deserve less and answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I do not really want and try to be honest because I know that you like and tell me everything is finished yet but take ten minutes before you remove me from your life and forget who I am and seek to get close to you because it's nice to get to know you and it is well worth the effort and speak to you in a bad German and Hebrew is even worse and make love with you three am and no matter no matter no matter how but a little connect / irresistible invincible immortal unconditional full real multi-emotional multispirituel all-faithful eternal love I have for you. "
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"And I want to play hide and seek and give you my clothes and tell you I like your shoes and sit on the steps while you take your bath and you massage the neck and kiss your feet and hold your hand and dining out are not really bothered when you eat on my plate and find yourself at Rudy's and talk to you the day and type your mail and you bring your stuff and laugh at your paranoia and give you tapes you're not listening and Exciting to watch movies and watch movies and complain zero radio and take pictures of you when you sleep and get up to go get you coffee and bagels and pastries and go to Florent drink coffee at midnight and you let me steal my cigarettes and never be damned to find a match and tell you about the program I saw on TV the night before and take you to the eye clinic and do not laugh at your jokes and want you to have the morning but let you sleep and kiss and caress you back the skin and tell you I like your hair your eyes your lips your neck your breasts your ass and your
sitting on the steps smoking until your neighbor comes smoking and sitting on the steps until you come home and worry when you're late and be amazed when you're ahead and give you sunflowers and go to your party and to dance to in turn blue and find me sorry when I'm in the wrong and happy when you forgive me and look at your photos and have you always want to hear your voice known in my ear and feel your skin against my skin and not afraid of your anger when you find a red eye and all the other good blue hair on the left and your face begins to look East and say that you are beautiful and hold you against me when you're anxious and hold you when you're hurting and you want nothing but your smell and feel hurt when I touch you and whimper when I'm by your side and moan when I am no longer Bavota and between your breasts and cover you in the night and get cold when you pull the coverage hot and when you do not do and expect when you smile and melt when you laugh and not understand why you think I reject you when I do not reject you and wonder who you are but accept you anyway and write you poems and wonder why you do not believe me and have the idea to buy you a kitten and I would be jealous because you take care of him but me and keep you in bed when you must go away and cry like a baby when you finally do it and get rid of roaches and buy you gifts that you do not want that and I pack as usual and ask you to marry me so that you not tell as usual and I again despite all because even if you think I do not wish for good that is exactly what I want from my very first application and roam the city by finding that it is empty without you and want what you want and I say I lose myself but knowing that with you I am safe and I tell you what the worst and give you what I find better because you do not deserve less and answer your questions when I'd rather not and tell you the truth when I do not really want and try to be honest because I know that you like and tell me everything is finished yet but take ten minutes before you remove me from your life and forget who I am and seek to get close to you because it's nice to get to know you and it is well worth the effort and speak to you in a bad German and Hebrew is even worse and make love with you three am and no matter no matter no matter how but a little connect / irresistible invincible immortal unconditional full real multi-emotional multispirituel all-faithful eternal love I have for you. "
From Lack, Sarah Kane
pix: Portrait of C, acrylic, marble dust, inks and watercolors on canvas.
pix: Portrait of C, acrylic, marble dust, inks and watercolors on canvas.
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